Thoughts of Today

So it’s been a long time since I’ve wrote on here. Not really sure why that is exactly. Truthfully I’m not even sure why I am writing on here now. I really don’t have anything really to say so I’m just sorta say whatever comes to mind.

A lot of people, I have come to notice, tend to act immature for what I would say for no reason as all. A few people I know for some reason I can’t really figure out hate each other, but yet they do not try to talk about it or settle their differences. No they make videos to put on youtube or draw pictures to hang on walls. And it shows no signs of stopping.

A roommate of mine came back one night, about midnight, I have been asleep for a few hours by then, but he comes back and makes more noise then should be humanly possible. However I just let that go and tried to go back to sleep. However apparently he found something in the fridge that was bad and somehow he figured it was mine. I say this cause he has only been living with me for about 5 or so weeks by then. Does he simply leave the matter alone and simply ask be to remove it tomorrow? Now he goes on this rant for about half an hour, calling me stupid, retarded and blah, blah, blah. And another thing I still have no idea what it is that he found in the fridge that was “mine”, cause he goes on this cleaning spree in the fridge, through out almost everything that was in their. Most of which I’m sure was not his. Making even more and more noise. At this point I was still like whatever and just laid in my bed trying to go back to sleep. However he did not stop running his mouth. Finally about 1 o’clock in the morning I got out of ben went to the room he was in and said, “I’m going to say this once and I’m going back to sleep. If you have a problem with me say it to my face, thanks.” And thus I went back to bed. I heard him shortly after say, “So he waits till after I clean the fridge to say this?” or something close to it. I smiled to myself and though, why of course I did if you handled this like the adult as you should have, none of this would have happened.

I am sick an tired of hearing people complain non stop on how bad their life is, of how boring it is, how they never have any fun, blah, blah, blah. Well I hate to tell you this but your life ain’t all that bad. Do you think the homeless person standing in the rain asking for change so that he can buy his next meal is thinking, well at least I’m not you. Their is nothing wrong about complaining once in a while, but doing it everyday in almost every conversation you have, well to you people I say worry about someone else besides yourself for a while. Watch that commercial abou the little kids starving to death in some village somewhere. However if you live is as bad, as dreadful, terrible and boring as you say so well go do something about it, and stop complaining to me and other people about it, for we really can’t do anything about it.

I hate car horns, and for one I think they should just stop putting them in cars all together, or change the sound to something less hurtfull to the ears. I was waling  along the sidewalk when I came to this road and traffic wasn’t moving at all, I thought huh this is weird for a sunday. But then I notice a police care, it appears that their was a fender bender or something holding up all the cars. So then this one guy pulls up and within a few seconds he just goes nuts on his horn. I just wanted to go up to him and say, look bub, their is a car ahead of you, and car ahead of that car and 5 more cars ahead of that one. Their is a police car and a tow truck over their. What the hell do you think you are going to accomplish by blowing your horn? Luckily however the passenger in the car was able to calm him down I believe.

A lot of people say that they are trying to find themsleves. I however believe that you do not have to find yourself, cause you are already yourselfs. You are who you are. The actions you do day to day make you who you are. You do not find yourself, you create yourself as your life goes on.

Well I can’t really think of anything else to say so bye again for however long.