Atheist

After much thought and consideration I will now consider myself an atheist. For the bible is full of contradictions and its tales are just to similar to other religions. I do not believe their is a god or any higher power.

And yes I’ll still celebrate Christmas when December 25th comes around. For me it was never about the resurrection of Christ. It was bout bringing people together and bringing happiness to your loved ones.

I be agnostic

I be agnostic. For those of you who don’t know what that means, it means that I do not know if you god exist or not. For one to many evil things happen in this world everyday, and thus I can not believe that your god is as good or as powerful as he claims himself to be, if he is even real. Seconds mankind has believed in a higher power for eons and I can not simply cast this aside. So I do not denounce any god. Does a god exist? I do not know. And frankly my dear I know longer care. I shall live my life how I want to live it, and make no decisions on the fact that I fear going to hell or fear from any other god. However I shall do what is right, for what is right is right, what is wrong is wrong, no matter what you believe in!
This not knowing for sure used to bother me a lot. However I came to the realization that I did not need to know. And that I’ll find out the truth when I die. And frankly I’m not in any hurry to get to that point.

Me

I feel that I am changing, for the better that is. I feel more confident then I have in a long time and I feel total comfortable with myself. I really can not explain it. It just sorta happened. I no longer feel afraid to act like myself around others. I no longer fear saying what I think.

I used to hold back and not do what I wanted and not say what i wanted. I have always wanted to change that but I did not know how, and now it has just sorta happened.

However I have also noticed that I have been slightly more aggressive then I usually am. I think part of it is that I got tired of people walking all over me when the found out that I was a nice guy, and all the other stuff nice guys have to deal with. Do not get me wrong, I am still a nice guy and all, just do not try to walk all over me. that ain’t going to happen anymore.

Also I used to ignore it when people told me my believes were wrong, however when I try to show them why I believe what I do they just get angry. I used to just say whatever and get on with my life. However I am tired of it. You come to me and tell me my believes are wrong do not be surprised if i say the same to you. Also if you do not like what I have to say about things you do not have to listen or read it, whatever the case may be. However if you wish to discuss are  different believes in a peaceful manner I would be happy to do so.

P.S. I do not like cheese