Rain, rain, rain

I like the rain. I like to stand in the rain, for as long as a I can. I don’t know why it’s just another weird thing that I do. I like to listen to the rain as it hits my hat. I like to watch as it splashes against the road. Making everthing appear to be shinny, at least for a while, everthing is clean. When it rains it means the plants will not die, that the rivers will not dry up, that we still have water to drink

Hello their

So yeah I’ve been thinking and well I just want to put it on here.
And what I’ve been thinking about is society, and how the hell it is still so screwed up. I just do not understand it. We call ourselves civilized but I don’t think we deserve that title. I believe that the people that we think of as uncivilized are actually the closest things to civilized as the human race has come. Why? Let us take the Native Americans as an example,they tried to live together with nature and the animals. They wasted nothing, so thus they had no trash. When the White man came the Native Americans helped the first settlers by teaching them how to grow crops, and is the reason we have Thanksgiving for those of you that don’t know! But how did the civilized White man repay them? We stole their land, we slaughtered them without no remorse. And we called them savages because they tried to fight back? Because they wanted to keep their homes. So do you still think we are civilized? And all of you people so worried about the illegal immigration problem I want you to think about this. If your skin is white or black your ancestor is an immigrant of this country. For those of you that forgot the White man was not the first person to call this land home. Also us civilized people enslaved others simply because we believed them to be lesser then us. I don’t know about you but I think that enslaving another person is one of the farthest things from civilized as one can get.

Also why I’m thinking about it. Australia used to be used as a prison island for England, and Australia is one of the few, if the only one, country where immigrants have lived in harmony with the native people of that region. Does it say something that a country started by a bunch of English prisoners found a way to live with the natives of that land, but people who went to America freely could not? I think is says a real lot.

Another thing. Waste! Tons and tons of freaking trash everywhere. I walk down the street, their it is, I walk in the woods, their it is, it’s everywhere! What the hell! Trash cans people, not that hard to find. And is it really that hard to recycle? The answer is no! I’m pretty damn sure we are smart enough to take care of those landfills but do we? No! Why? Because it’ll cost to much money! And we could buy more stuff that will end up in those landfills with that money! Hell, are money isn’t even worth that much anymore…. Hell people this world is doomed when the sun blows up anyway, so lets try to keep it alive till then.

I just look at the world and I wonder how the hell it can be so screwed up, why the hell we let things get this bad. And I know why…. it’s greed. People are to worried about getting what the hell they want, to worried about getting money, to worried about themselves to step back and look at what is really going on. So they don’t think about it, they know it’s their but since they would get nothing from it immediately they simply chose to ignore it. Sometimes I wish I could be like that, going through life without worrying about what goes on that does not involve me. But I simply can not, and even if I could don’t think I would. I care, and I care a whole lot, and it makes me angry and sad when someone does not….

My Obsession

For as long as I can remember I have been obsessed with eyes. I’m not really sure were it started, however I do not care. Eyes are awesome. They are truly beautiful. For me the most attractive thing about anybody are their eyes. A really beautiful eye can make me weak in the knees, hell I’ve even shivered in the sight of really beautiful eyes. Though overall I find female eyes to be more attractive then a male eye.

I believe that you can judge a person by the look in their eye, as the Lynard Skynard song goes, “I can judge a man by the look in his eye”. Sometimes when I’m talkingto someone I sometimes focus more on their eyes then what they are saying. I can not help it. If I had to estimate I think I’ve drawn about 100,000 eyes so far. However most of them are usually just quick sketches that I don’t do anything with after that. Almost none of them end up on my deviantartpage. However I wish to change that, that and I’m trying to draw my eyes more realistic then I have been. My deviantart page is here if anyone cares. http://blackgriffon.deviantart.com/ And on the topic of anyone cares, leave a message if you check out my blog, I want to know how many people actually come here.

Well I think I covered everything I wanted to about eyes and their awesomeness. So Have fun!

Hello

Hey, I’m just writing this in case their actually is anybody that actually comes here to read new stuff. I really haven’t had that much to say in the past couple days.
I’ve been kinda down recently and I’ve been trying to figure out why. It’s a little odd, cause I’ll be like totally fine and what not but then all the sudden I feel all sad and what not. I thought I figured it out, but I was wrong. I think it’s just a bunch of stuff that I’ve been dealing with that now is just turning into one big ball of stuff I don’t know how to deal with. But I really haven’t a clue. Like I said as soon as I think I figure it out and start to feel normal again this feeling I have right now comes back. I’m not really sure how to describe how I am feeling right now. It’s kinda like a mix between sadness, boredom, and loneliness, and maybe a few other things. I’m not really sure. All I know is that I’ve never felt like this before and frankly I’m tired of feeling like this. It sucks, it really does.

Well why I am here I think I wish to remind people, and maybe even myself, of this old saying, “Do not judge a book by it’s cover.”

Also am I the only person out their that just can not understand women? I just do not get them at all sometimes. I’m pretty annoyed at the whole female population right now, they just drive me crazy and I’m tired of it.

I’m just tired of feeling sad but I can’t seem to stop, no matter how much I want to, no matter how much I try

Reply to the Comments I received on “Rant”

People…..
First off all I need more then your word to make me believe that god is real.

Second, atheism is not a religion and I never said I was one to begin with. I do consider the fact that mankind has believe in many, many gods and thus making it even harder for me to believe in God. I’ve always wondered why “God” didn’t have a name, its just God, anyway I digress.

Third, why would a god who created us give us the ability to question his existence to begin with. Also if their is a god then why do they hide from us, why do they stay up their in heaven and never stop by.

Fourth. I’m sorry but I need more of a reason then God said so.

Fifth, in regards to this, “If God doesn’t exist, and there is no moral truth, what grounds to you to tell the government that they are being “unfair” in not allowing people living a homosexual lifestyle to marry?”. I have said this in an earlier post, if you bothered to read it I’m not sure, Right is right, wrong is wrong. And keeping two people that love each other from getting married is wrong. It is as simple as that. I do not need a god to tell me what is right and what is wrong. I can do that myself. We are human beings, we have a conscience do we not?

Sixth, I did not simply mean Christians. Last I checked they weren’t the only ones to believe in God, but I could be wrong. I also did not call them idiots. A lot of people are idiots regardless of their faith.

Seventh, the post in which you so did not like was labeled Rant for a reason. It was because I was pissed and I needed to let it out, and thus I went on a rant. A lot of it was said in anger, and if you looked at it’s category I put it under thoughts because that is simply what it is, as are most of the things I put on here.

Eighth, I again never said that Christian’s are brainless, however the ones that usually piss me off are. And again a lot of people are brainless regardless of their believes, and a lot of people are smart regardless of their believes.

Thanks for the comments, however I must tell you that you can not change what my religious believes are, so don’t try.

I am but a teapot,

Nick

Rant

I do not believe in your god. So if you come here and start to tear my believes apart then don’t be shocked if I do the same to yours.

I say “your god” because your god is not the only one. How can you denounce what others believe so easily yet hold yours in such high regard? I have long tried to figure out why people fallow religion so blindly, how they simply believe what the bible tells them without giving it any real thought of their own.

I think I may know why people fallow religion so blindly, some of it may be the way they were raised, but I also believe that they do it because it is easier to fallow that believe then come up with their own.

I will simply not live my life in the believes of someone else. i will not live my life the way someone else want me to. I will believe what I want to believe and life how I want to.

Oh and another thing if you find a reason besides your bible why same sex marriage should not be legal, then you may actually have an argument that may have a chance, but I doubt it. Their is no reason that two people who love each other should be kept from marriage. And do not give me, well they can’t have kids excuse. If that were true every couple that can’t conceive should be forced to divorce. Also do not give me that gay people will raise gay kids one either, because we all know that straight parents only raise straight kids right?

And to screw with you even more I’m also pro-choice. Yeah that’s right I believe abortion should remain legal. Because I do not believe that we have the right to tell people what they can and can not do in that situation. Sure I’d rather them have the baby then put it up for adoption, but I am not about to take that option away from them. Believe what you will, and I shall believe what I believe.

This reality sucks, I wish i lived in another.

Light

Some people say that this world is full of darkness. However to those people I must say, you just aren’t looking hard enough. If you look and you search, believe me when I say you will find light.

Normal

I find that being normal, as we like to call it, is boring. Why would I want to be normal if I could be myself. Well this brings up an even more interesting point. If I am being myself I am being normal, I am being my normal self. So when you come here and ask why I can’t be normal, what you are really asking is why can’t I be like everyone else. I will be who I am and I will enjoy every minute of it. For being normal is just to boring. Being weird is fun!

Life is only good with a spark of insanity!

Judge

I do not hate religious people. And I am sorry if I did not make that clear. Some of my friends are very religious themselves and we get along just fine. I simply do not like it when you try to shove your believes down my throat. I simply ask that you do not judge me based on my religious views or lack their of. Judge me for who I am.

Thank you,

Nick

Right and Wrong

I am not a religious person. I do not believe in your God or any other Gods and Goddesses for that matter. I do not fear the judgement of god, nor do I fear an eternity of damnation. I will live my life how I want. Though I am not an evil man, in fact I am a very nice man. But how is this so? I have heard from many religious folks. It is because I do what I know is right, not to win favor with god or avoid going to hell. I do it because it is right. If god is real or not I do not care! Right is right and wrong is wrong!